Riding Winnie

Saturday 18th of July I did something I cannot remember ever doing before... I had my first ever solo ride on Winnie! I went up to her field nice and early and she was still laying down asleep. I caught her easily and bought her down to the yard. I tacked her up and took her in the school. She was a little on edge but we did walk and trot with some transitions and things, then I lent down and open the gate on her (for the first time) and together we went for a little walk up past the fields and back.  It was really nice. I made sure I spoke to other people that were also up early so that people knew I was around and what I was doing. If something went wrong I wanted the security of knowing people knew where I was.  It's the first time I've ever taken Winn out for a little walk on my own and I now understand why people like going on solo hacks. There's something really lovely about it just being you and your horse. It's an excellent bonding exercise I think. Just the two...

My last post was very upbeat and positive. I also cut it off on Monday. What I didn't tell you was that actually on Wednesday 15th I had another confidence wobble. It started really well. Just me and my sister at the yard. We wandered up to get Winn and bought her down to get tacked up. She stood there very nicely, except breathing out so I couldn't get the girth up! But when we got into the school she became very on her toes.  Sue got on her first but Winn just wouldn't settle. She wouldn't travel forward, was very aware of the wind and kept shaking her head around. I was waiting for Winn to do something major but she didn't. Sue worked her for a while, then came over and said I could get on now.  I immediately tensed up. I was convinced that Winnie was going to tank off with me, I was going to fall, she was going to spin and I was going to come off the side. I always have this thought that if she hasn't worked off her energy before I get on, she's going to...